Chest and arms: A
Forgot to do ab ripper x: F
Final Grade: C+
Food: D
Note: After I got off the phone last night, got 4 kids in bed, cleaned up my broken bowl and the kitchen, etc., I finally got Bridget settled down and to sleep by laying by her. I fell asleep in B's bed about 10 pm and Steve came in at 10:15 to wake me up and say he needs the van keys to pull the van in further to shut the garage. We're so stupid. We only have one set of van keys. So I got up to look for the stupid keys in an angry daize. We spent almost two hours looking for those keys. In the meantime, Steve keeps asking "are you mad at me?" "why is this my fault?" "why don't you want to talk about it?" blah blah blah!!!!! So I actually tell him to shut up and leave me alone. I finally take a flashlight into Bridget's room and find my keys in there, but wake her up in the process and end up laying by her again, but not able to sleep.
So, after a long day of exercising, visiting the elderly, cleaning, reading my scriptures, working on the computer, helping kids with piano and reading and homework and trying to do everything right, I end the day looking like the biggest jerk--evil witch wife and Steve is the confused, innocent husband who never does anything wrong. I won't see him at all today until 11 pm and I'm glad. It seems like the harder I try, the worse I feel.
There....sorry....I feel better getting that off my chest. Even yoga wasn't enlightening this morning!:-(
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well, we all can't be perfect, eh? Joel and I had a similar fight last weekend but I did even worse-- before I yelled at him, I yelled at Eden and told her to "shut up" which is especially bad because she thinks its a swear word. I'm so grumpy all the time lately, I'm hoping that exercise and starting to eat better will help that-- I hope!?!?
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